I grow as a person with every single person I have encountered.
whether that person and I are on good terms or not, they have changed my life and who I am in one way or another. I thank them for that. Otherwise, I may not be where I am/who I am at this very moment.
There are just a couple of things that I thought I should tell you. I learned these while I was the object of your guy’s affection. First of all, don’t be frightened if he smothers much more love on you than you had expected. Don’t be surprised if he treats you much better than any other guy you have ever met. And let it not scare you that he will actually listen carefully to every word you say, even when you’re just speaking quietly. Also, you should know that he remembers everything you will say. He’s hurt easily, especially by the painful words a careless girl will say. If you do hurt him, then you’ll have to pay the price of seeing the broken look in his passionate and deep blue eyes, and watch the light in them fade. But if this happens, all is not lost- a kiss and an “I love you” can heal anything. And please, don’t say I love you to him, unless you really mean it, nothing hurts him more then someone who really doesn’t care. Sometimes, he won’t tell you what he is feeling, but… just know that he is protecting you and if you ever feel that something isn’t right, just look into his beautiful eyes and you will be able to see into him. You can see everything he is feeling, everything he is thinking, everything that isn’t right with him… He won’t ever try to hurt you, because he just isn’t that way, so please don’t hurt him because if you do, I don’t think I could ever forgive you. I don’t think there could ever be a worse feeling in the world than knowing that you have the boy that I love and knowing that you hurt him. You should know that if you two ever get into a fight, just make sure you pick only the ones worth fighting for… He will always keep his temper and will never curse at you or call you names, despite the anger he may be feeling. Though he may act mature, most of the time, once he’s given you his heart, he will begin to open up to you and his silliness will make your heart smile, in a way that words can not explain. Don’t hold a tight grip on him, let him go and be part of the world and experience new things. You will find that he is a busy guy and that he is so very independent. Sometimes, he will need his space, but don’t worry… He’ll always make time for you and even when you’re not around, you’ll be in his thoughts. You will find that he isn’t like any other guy that you have met, so please don’t take him for granted. When it comes to his money, don’t take advantage of that, He will be so unselfish with it, because that is the way he is. Remember, He likes blue better than green, brunettes better than blondes, Republicans better than Democrats, salt water taffy over licorice, Khaki over denim, Leather over cloth, and even though he won’t admit it, he really does like to be surprised. He is less tough than he may appear, you just have to take the time and let him bring down his guard… He is so sweet and so amazing and know that if you ever leave him, you will break his heart apart, the same way that my heart breaks apart, as I sit here writing this to you. Don’t ever try to pull him away from his dream and won’t ever let you give up on your dreams, either. He will encourage you to become everything you can be and will never, ever let you down. He likes it when you kiss his ear and nothing is better than hugging each other. Just watch how your hand will fit perfectly into his and when it does, it seems as if nothing in the world could hurt you, because he is there. And when he puts his arms around you and tells you that you are the girl he loves, you will know, there isn’t any guy in the world better than him… Don’t ever let him go. You will regret doing so, for the rest of time… I promise you will.
damn. this is deep.
I want to see you tmmrw. I just need to hug you and tell you to never try that again; To never try and leave me. You are special and we need you. Even if you may not think so. Please, I’m begging you. Be safe, and be okae. We’re here. Don’t leave. I love you.
HAHAHAif only
Man remote.
lmao. so wrong to women, yet so hilarious.
I was eating in a restaraunt when I was little when I came across a toy machine. I really wanted toys I saw, but I didn’t have any money. A man a few tables over offered to give me some quarters, but I refused. After coming back from the bathroom, I found a tiny bear placed on my chair. People who are persistent about being kind GMH.
But really, everything happens all at once.
Every single moment that’s passed and the moments still to come are all happening right now, in this moment. You are young. You are old. You laugh. You cry. You smile. You win. You lose. You don’t care about either anymore. You love. You don’t. You love again. You hurt. You heal.
All at once.
There’s nothing and no one to miss because it’s all still happening. They’re still here.
And it’ll all continue to happen, forever.
"Baby, all I want for Christmas is youuuu !
FUCK YEAH, [cwb♥] song ! =] mwhahah.
the Christmas feeeelin’ ! With all the movies/shows, shopping, etc. &I’m absolutely loving it. I honestly think, Decemeber is thee best month of the entire year. There’s a lot of good vibes to it. Yennoe .. Anyhoe, I still gotta get my Christmas cards/gifts ready for everyone. Raaawr, I hope I’ll have enough time. Gotta put grades first. Hmph. OH, which brings me to New Years. Ima need to think of some resolutions for ‘10. & actually accomplish them. lol. They’re prolly gonna have to do w/ my music &schooooo; The usual. But I’ll try to think of some others as well. If you have any ideas, submit it in my Formspring [link in profile description] .. Kae, sooo I jailbroke my iTouch yesterday, after more than triple the hours it should have taken. LOL. But I finallly got it &might I say, it’s fucking amazing. It feels like I got a newer, updated iTouch or somethaang like that. I’ll screenshot it later. :) heheh. Yaay, I <3 LateStarts. Even tho I spend most of my extra time on the fucking compoooter, ahahah ! Damnnn Tumblr. Waaayl, I get to see lame boy today.. Awh shit, he’s gonna break my bones when he gives me that hug. D: lolol. Oh wellllll. Hm.. I’m gettin’ somethang Hello Kitty I guess ? This Thursday, since we don’t have schoool on Friday. Okae, forrreals. I gotta get off this thaang &get ready for escuela. Byeee lovlies !
